Lost, yet Found in Translation 1

I'll working untill bottom of March. It's tooooo hard for me.I'll get a new place near meditation center, and new job-not big money.Maybe i'll move to new place next weekend. Sorry to you, because i couldn't share with you enough. My eyes are really narrow like a horse. But now i want to concentrate for me. It's time to change everything to me. So understand me^^

I wanted to be her friend and that is what she replied. That was the greatest let down ever!